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Name: ä.J. ("( 'o', )
Location: Texas, United States
Birthday: 4/16/1979
Gender: Female
Interests: $höÞÞiñ`, ÇLübbin`, haviñ` lots ö`ƒuñ, ÇhiLLiñ`/KiçKiñ` it w/måh hömies, Çruisiñ`, Karaöke, ÞARTYiñ` & mixXxiñ` dRiñKs, &Liviñ` iT ûP, ÞLAYiñ` ÞööL, Readiñ` bööKs, ßLôggiñ`
Expertise: iTz 4dã böis 2ƒiñd oüt, hééhéé *_*
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
10/19/2003
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| weight: 152.0 lbs 
iVe been a pig.
eating bags and bags of sugar donuts.
not good.
my waist is 36" and my hips are 38".
even my scrubs don't fit.
how horrid.
Your Waist to Hip Ratio is 0.94 and appears to indicate an increased risk for heart disease and diabetes. | | |
| weight: 145.0 lbs 
What a lazy butt iVe been this past two weeks.
No gym.
Carb loading, liters of pepsi, rice, and sweets to the max.
I can see the difference, it's awful.
my stomach's ugLy marks are stretching farther than before.
me no like the bad meeh.
i ought to be motivated, but iono what happened.
the drive is gone...
my personal trainer ran out on me for a better position.
he's not accesible and now, i feel down.
i seriously thot iVe found the right person to motivate me.
 hMmmmphhhhf
coco just got back last week and iM gonna try body for life with him...
ya...
can you believe it?
with school...
bwahahaha...
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| weight: 143.0 lbs 
Whether I ask for it or not, Marky tells me I'm fat and unappealing everyday.
No, I'm not blaming him for my weakness.
However, it drives me to do bad things.
Self-induced vomiting used to be a norm for me.
I'm not even sure when I started.
While shoving down my finger down my throat, I am aware it's wrong.
Also, I know I cannot afford to gain weight. 
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| I don't even want to know how much I weigh right now. For the past three days, I've done nothing but carbs. Marky's mother made spicy schrimp and bought me a couple of milkfish.
Here's a revelation, I started to cry for no reason and felt lonesome. You know what? I think my emotions are strongly related to my diet.
Seriously?!?!
I was soooo focused, happy, and energized with minimal carbs. So, yeah, I think the Atkin's diet is detrimental to my all-around health.
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| - s.o.s.My LT says I'm still in ketosis; however, it's not as dark purple as i want it to be.
I just ate a slice of carrot cake and a slice of tres leches.
Yup, I'm done for.
I'm disappointed with myself...
severely  | | |
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